2004-12-31

Reflections


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There are days when we seem to be adrift in the middle of nowhere. It is as if we lost what connects us to our surroundings. Strange feeling, to be so out of touch, so disconnected. It's not like being lost in thought. Distances seem to grow. Touching the curtain next to us feels like reaching out through eternity. Sounds are muffled, colors pale somehow and the world around us seems to turn a tick slower than usual. Time stretches, grinds towards a silent halt. We shrink back into our innermost self, withdraw to the depths of our mind.
And then suddenly we are thrown back into the stream of life. The world is once more loud and filled with vivid colors.

2004-12-29

Tsunami in South & Southeast Asia is followed by a tidal media wave

The world's most powerful earthquake in more than 40 years struck deep under the Indian Ocean off the west coast of Sumatra, triggering massive tsunamis that obliterated villages and seaside resorts in several countries across southern and Southeast Asia.says CNN.
It is a disaster, truly, a catastrophe of unheard of dimensions. The numbers of its victims keep rising all the time.
BUT DOES THIS JUTIFY THE MEDIA FLOOD that follows that tidal wave? I don't think so. Honestly speaking - I am disgusted. There are reporters everywhere. They are on the scene reading us the latest statistics, reciting the cold numbers of the dead, the injured and the missing again and again. Others are waiting at airports to ask returning survivors for their accounts, with cameras eying for the tears of relief or anguish and microphones trying to catch the sobbing, the crying. Experts are called into the studios to explain the unexplainable over and over again. Consternation on every face, but is it real? Disasters are bread for the media. People are glued to their TV sets waiting to be fed the freshest crumbs of news.
I hate the dramatizing of what happened. People survived. They were lucky. A reporter points out that they lost all their personal belongings. That's so horrible, no suitcases, no passports, ... That was when the first reports came in, when no one over here or there had any idea of the magnitude of the disaster. Later the TV crews sent to cover the "event" life fed a steady stream of pictures that were by itself horrible enough. Next came the life videos made by amateurs. They showed the waves. These short sequences often shot with shaky hands and commented with shouts of disbelieve gave viewers a glimpse at what "REALLY" happened. Now into the third day after the tsunami there are still some more of these amateur eye witness videos. And more are to come to be broadcast in endless repetition by every station. More survivors arrive to give testimony of the horrors they had to live through. But this is not enough. We need to ask relatives, people who fear for their children, brothers, sisters, parents, uncles, aunts a.s.o., people still uncertain about whether their relatives are save or not. With deeply worried faces they let us take part in their quest for information. Then there are those that know that they lost someone or that theirs are save. We watch their tears of despair or joy. And if we could suck the memories of the last moments of those that perished in anguish we would be fed these as well and people would savour these as well.
It is a ghoulish fascination with death and catastrophe that drives people to watch these pictures for hours although they are broadcast in repetition on and on and on, hour after hour, day after day.
But does it have to be like this? Do we need to be like vultures feeding on the despair of others?
Of course there is an interest in this catastrophe because the disaster area is where Americans, Australian and Europeans like to spend their holidays. Some people even do really have a personal interest because they have loved ones there. They want to know, they need to know about the fate of their relatives or friends.
In my humble opinion this does not excuse in any way the media's dance around the despair and grief of victims, family and friends, dead or alive, and the resulting flood of just sad pictures or of these many ghastly pictures of bloated bodies drifting in the seas, of arms or legs sticking out of rubble of collapsed buildings or of bodies carried to mass-graves.

2004-12-25

Read the newest book of Alita, Battle Angle Alita Last Order Vol. 5

I can't really say why I bought the first book of the Battle Angel Alita series. But up to now I've read them all, the 9 volumes of the first series and the five of the Last Order series. I'm glad I don't know how many are still to come. At the end of book five a sixth volume is announced.
Why do I like especially this Battle Angel Alita series? Perhaps it is because of the way Alita sees and moves through the world. She's a bit of a melacholic, same as me. She is cute, mostly. Her life is a constant search. What she is searching for she doesn't really know. She comes closer to knowing but only inch by inch. It's a slow and painful way she has to go. On her way she encounters strange people. Some are human, others androids,(or cyborgs) humans reduced to their brains but outfitted with mechanic bodies often extremly powerful. Much of Alita's universe is reduced to fights. Fighting is a sport, even a way of life. There are modern times gladiators. Life doesn't count much. Fighting is done for money and glory and for survival. At places it's a very Darwinian cosmos, survival of the most ruthless and meanest more often than survival of the fittest. Alita is an android herself. She has died or nearly repeatedly perished but could be reconstructed again from a backup copy. Nevertheless she was able to retain her inner self her human self. I think I like Alita because she is so human. She has gone through many disappointments and all the time has never given up on herself. The world she lives in - as futuristic and stretched as it may seem at times - is in many ways an image of our world.

2004-12-15

Christmas fairs in Germany


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In Germany December is the time for Christmas fairs. Every small town hosts one or at least tries to. Some stalls are set up, mostly to sell food and drink. There are also some crafts stalls that sell everything from pottery to candles, Christmas decoration and embroidery. Very important is mulled wine, especially if it is really cold. It warms form the inside and lifts the spirits. German Christmas fairs usually are organized for profit, rarely for charity.

2004-12-13

Poisened by DIOXIN

"Dioxin Poisoning Scars Ukrainian Presidential Candidate" the headline runs. Really horrible - poisoning as a way to assassine inconspiciously. It's an ugly way to get rid of some political opponent. If one is to believe those numerous reports Dioxin has been in use as a weapon to eliminate unwanted competitors for some time. It kills slowly by shutting down vital organs such as the liver. Thus it weakens the body's immune systeme and defences. Often people who took in a lethal dose of Dioxin are said to die before the poison finishes it's work. They commit suicide. In Seveso the consequences of Dioxin poisoning were widely studied, giving experts a deep insight into the effects of different levels of Dioxin poisoning and the way it affects people's health and minds. That presidential candidate seems to stand a good chance to recover. But he won't be save then because those who attempted that dreadful assassination won't stop there.

2004-12-12

More of that sundown

This picture is from the same afternoon. It is similar to the one below but shows more sky. What I like most of all are the different hues of blue. The further the hills are to the horizon the bluer they get. I would have wished for a tint of blue in the foreground. That blue at the top of the picture is my favourite colour.

2004-12-11

The sun has just set


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Today my colleague called to send me on new photo assignment, a christmas fair. It was in the same small town that our last book was about. That book has been out for nearly two weeks now. It's selling.
When I got there shortly after two the sun was already lower than I would want it to be. By four, after trying to get some good shots I decided to return home. That was when I took this picture. The valley is one of my favourite spots. In summer I walk there with my dogs. A wider shot taken in summer made it into the last book.

An icy morning

Winter tends to be frosty. Clear night can make beatiful mornings. I was on my way to work. So there was no time to get outside and take some photos of the countryside where everything was covered in the hoarse frost.
At the crossing traffic was creeping because the road was icy. So I took out my camera and got this image. I had to hurry so it's nothing more than a snapshot. But the lights are very interesting.

2004-12-10

A student's homepage, but still - EMPTY

Pupils like homepages. To have a homepage feels cool. But what about the content? They have a guestbook and wait for entries. One example is Sebastian's homepage at Beepworld. It has got nice colours, some nasty advertising and some crumbs of information about the owner, yes, and a guestbook. There is some information about a place called "Elben". We don't learn, why the hell he writes about that "Elben". Does he live there? There is also something about a "Sportgemeinschaft Wenden". What does it mean? Is he a member of that club?
Well, I have to say - that is meager, sorry. This kids have nothing to say about themselves. That's sad. Do they know?

Why does Sebastian not write more? Aren't there any pictures?

2004-12-06

Jackie and me

Oh right, you got me. I like hiking in the woods. Yes, the picture shows me and my dog. I tried to take a photo with delayedaction shutter release. So I put my LC1 onto a bench and set it to ten seconds. Next I ran away from the bench to walk back at a normal pace. Well, my dog didn't get the idea and stopped. So I'm not walking either. I didn't mind. And so you find this picture in my weblog.

2004-12-04

The spider

Spinnen, wer mag Spinnen?
Meist verstecken sich, lauern unauffällig in irgend welchen Ecken, warten auf ihre ahnungslose Beute. Spinnen sind überall, doch wir sehen sie nicht. Viele Spinnen sind klein und gut getarnt. Wir bemerken sie selten. Die, die wir bemerken, das sind die großen Exemplare, die großen dunklen, die sich deutlich von den Wänden abheben.
An bestimmten Tagen finden wir draußen die Netze der Spinnen. Das ist vor allem dann der Fall, wenn es morgens Tau gegeben hat oder es leicht neblig ist. Vor allem im Wald finden wir die Netze. Da kann es vorkommen, dass wir einzelne Bäume finden, in deren Zweigen hunderte von Spinnennetzen hängen.
Viele Menschen fürchten sich vor Spinnen. Sehen sie eine, dann töten sie sie. Doch Spinnen beißen nicht, zumindest nicht die aus unserem Breiten, und eklig sind sie auch nicht.
Spinnen sind sehr nützlich, denn sie vertilgen große Mengen von Insekten, die uns lästig oder schädlich sind.

2004-12-01

Wer mag schon den November?

Der November ist in der Regel ein nasser und kalter Monat. Die Tage werden kürzer. Wir beginnen mit einem dunklen Morgen und enden mit einem dunklen Nachmittag. Die Sonne zeigt sich nur noch selten und die weißen Federwolken können des Sommers machen Platz für dunkle, schwerer, nasse Regenwolken. Im Oktober hatten wir noch den bunten Herbst. Von diesem Herbst läßt der November kaum etwas übrig. Nach und nach fallen die letzten Blätter von den Bäumen. Schließlich stehen nur noch nackte Gerippe dunkel gegen den grauen Himmel. Der Winter steht vor der Tür. Die lange kalte, unangenehme Jahreszeit. Wer mag schon den November?

Man ist das wieder ätzend

Oh mein Gott, Schule. Das ist so langweilig. Wer zur Schule gehen muss, der langweilt sich oft. Man sitzt herum und bekommt etwas erzählt und soll ab und an etwas sagen. Bla bla bla, ... Das geht dann leider Jahre so. Langweilige Lehrerinnen und Lehrer öden die Schüler an. Wer es nicht glaubt, sollte selbst in diese Institution gehen und sich dort mit geistigem Dünnsinn verwöhnen lassen.